Today was so bittersweet for me. I had the opportunity to present some awards to many of my students. I got to brag on how great they are. We had a talent show and true to form my kids demonstrated a wide range of abilities – and all with good humor and affection. So where does the bitter part of that sweet come in? You see, tomorrow I have to tell my kids goodbye.
I have had an incredible journey with these kids. Every year I find myself looking back at all the moments – and this year is no exception. I remember the funny moments, such as the young lady who stole the show with her creative dance during a group presentation. I remember the frustrating moments, such as when students said to me, “Test? What test? We have a test?” The proud moments surface, like when one of our GT robotics teams made it to state competition in spite of many obstacles. I remember the hysterical laughter at silly jokes as we drove down the road to Seguin. But most of all, I remember the hugs and high fives. I remember the thoughtfulness and the humor. I remember the affection and friendship and love.
Looking back to August of last year, the kids in my room today are barely recognizable. They have truly begun another journey – one I won’t be able to go on. When sixth graders first come into the classroom, they have not quite begun to spread their wings. They still want the adults to do for them. Now, however, they are eager to begin trying to do things on their own. They are perched on the edge of the nest, peeking over the side and scaring all of us “mommy birds” out of 20 years! They are challenging, amusing, frustrating, amazing, and changing daily. The moods are quicksilver fast and the likes and dislikes change more often than the Texas weather!
So now, here I sit, admittedly tired and ready for a break. At the same time, I am finding my eyes are beginning to blur from unshed tears. I know that I may not see many of my kids after tomorrow. Some kids I won’t even recognize when I do see them again. They are now about to embark on another leg of their incredible journey.
I only hope to see where the journey takes them. I hope they know we teachers don’t forget them – they are now, and always, “our” kids. We wish them well – and we will miss them.
Christine Moore currently holds a degree from Howard Payne University and is actively working toward a master’s degree in curriculum and instruction. Married with four children, Christine teaches 6th grade reading in Brownwood and has been working in education at various levels for the past 14 years. Her husband, Jeremy, owns a local company that specializes in web design, custom computer builds, and on-location repair called DreamSoft Design at www.dreamsoftdesign.com. Christine welcomes your questions and comments and would love to hear from you!